Erase All The Memories

Freedom is being alone; I fear liberation

hondatohru_desu

9/4/08 01:16 am

.. I don't think I'm going to make it in to work tomorrow. I feel absolutely terrible. Staying in bed all day seems like it might be a good idea.

Aizen-san, I had a wonderful time last night. I'm sorry for falling asleep in the car, though. I guess I must have been more tired than I'd thought.
Also, Ryuk-kun, it was great to see you again. I'm sorry, but I won't be available tomorrow. We could try for Friday if I'm better by then.

Orihime, I hope you enjoy your gift. ♥ I'm sorry we didn't have more time together this afternoon. I'll make it up to you soon.

Also, Bishop, I hope you enjoy the basket I sent. I'm sorry I couldn't wish you a happy birthday in person.



Everything has just seemed so strange lately. I don't know if some of these things are truly what they seem; or if I'm over-analyzing. It's been a long time since I've felt like this, and I just can't make sense of it.
But.. it will be okay, I know it will. I just have to keep my chin up and stop stressing so much.

.. Now I think I'm going to go take a warm bath. Maybe it'll help a little.

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• tattooed_badass

  9/4/08 09:03 am (UTC)

  

  Did you forget?

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  • hondatohru_desu

    9/4/08 09:05 am (UTC)

    

    ...
    
    Oh god. I missed it, didn't I? Five days. I'm sorry Renji-kun, everything's been running together lately. I'll make it up to you. Somehow, I hope...

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    • tattooed_badass

      9/4/08 09:12 am (UTC)

      

      Nah, don't worry about it. I get it, you're busy...I don't usually like to celebrate my birthday anyway and you're not really obligated to do anything.
      
      You just rest up alright?

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      • hondatohru_desu

        9/4/08 09:24 am (UTC)

        

        No, I want to do something for you. Things have just been a mess lately. I'm so sorry, I really am. ♥
        
        And yeah.. Ii'm working on it.

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        • tattooed_badass

          9/4/08 09:53 am (UTC)

          

          Ya don't have to.
          
          Relax, don't apologize. It's fine.

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          • hondatohru_desu

            9/4/08 10:02 am (UTC)

            

            Want. To. No arguing. ♥

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• deathseyeapples

  9/5/08 01:51 am (UTC)

  

  Friday works. Just rest up and make sure you're better.
  
  Of course stress won't help matters. You should fix that.

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  • hondatohru_desu

    9/5/08 03:23 am (UTC)

    

    I wish it was that easy.

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    • deathseyeapples

      9/5/08 03:26 am (UTC)

      

      Anything I can do?

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      • hondatohru_desu

        9/5/08 04:23 am (UTC)

        

        I should be fine~. ♥ No need to worry.

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