Erase All The Memories

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It's been quiet for the past few days. I'm not sure if I should be glad for this, or not.


( Private//Unhackable to Ulquiorra )

Hopefully everyone is taking good care.

J-Julia? I.. are you busy? I just.. I need to talk to someone, please.. I'm sorry if you're busy, it's just..

It's really important, please..

Everything changes. Sometimes it's for the best, and other times it isn't. Regardless, we have to make due with the hands we're all dealt. That's one of life's lessons I've come to know all too well in the course of my two years in this city.

We always have to be prepared for the absolute worst to come; and when it doesn't, we can all breathe a collective sigh of relief.

The hard part waiting. I'm glad I'm going back to work tomorrow, it'll take my mind off of things for a while.

Forgive me if this post sounds a little depressing, I'm really okay. Just.. thoughtful, I suppose. It's amazing what people are capable of doing, at times. I hope all of you out there are doing well. It seems like forever since I've talked to any of you.

Dino-kun? It's been especially long since we've spoken. Let me know how you're doing, I tend to worry.

Also, Umeda-san. I'm sorry I haven't been available much these past few months. Give me a call soon if you can find the time.

Renji! Stop arguing just for the sake of it, it's juvenile.

Yumi, tacky things like what I just read don't suit you.

Behave yourselves, you're upsetting the boss. Shuuhei? Put them on bicycle duty if they don't give it a rest.

Well, this is inconvenient, I wanted to go back to work this week.

I suppose these things just happen, though.

Ulquiorra, please take care of yourself. Don't try to do too much too soon. I wish I could be there to help you. I'm sorry.

( Private//Unhackable to Aizen )

Hiatus-type thing. Not really one, just less available than usual. Parents are visiting until Tuesday, so I'll be back in full swing then. Just letting you guys know~ ♥ Try not to miss me too much!

Strange.. It's as if I feel nothing at all..

The weekend has been quiet, more-so than I'm used to. Even with the surprising events of last night. I can't bring myself to..

It's been oddly crisp at the apartment, as well. Everything says that it's warm inside and outside, but I still feel cold. I wonder what that means.. But then again, it may just be a trick of the mind.

I suppose I should go ahead and start thinking of names. I may not know if it's going to be a boy or a girl yet, but at least I can make these small preparations. In that light, it'll be less for me to think about later. I'm sure I'm going to have many more things to worry about along the way.

Even so.. I never expected it to be this way, and it's going to be hard. But I have to give my all, and then some. I could never break that promise, and I always keep my word. I will make it through. No matter how much it's going to hurt.

YOU.

Are we? Are we not? If we are, then what? Please to be defining/explaining. Or are we simply resuming?

I need to know these things. And you know who you are, so don't play like you don't. 'It's meaningless' won't cut it, so don't even think about it.

So this is what it feels like. I understand now.


..Forgive me.

I can honestly say.. I wasn't expecting the events of the past couple of days. Twice, I've been caught completely off guard. Yet.. for the first time in a long time, it wasn't by anything bad. Though, one of the situations could have been very.. curious, had it not been for some astounding luck.

I'm.. uncertain what to think about this.

Strangely enough, I find myself confused and unsure, even at a loss--- but I'm not scared, and I'm not upset. I'd almost forgotten what that felt like.


Thank you. Both of you.

They say everything happens for a reason. It's also said that good things come to those who wait. That every sacrifice will be repaid when we need it most. Why do these things keep happening? Just once.. just once, I want.. I need something to go right. I don't know how much more of this I can handle..

Thank you for making come in this afternoon, Hana. I'm sorry for being in such a poor mood.

At least everything went smoothly at the club, I was surprised by how pretty it is on the inside. Miss Sawyer, it was nice to meet you last night. I hope everything is going well for you.


Bossu.. I think I may drop by the office in a little while. Will you be there?

It looks like I'll be staying here a while. At least the weather's nice enough. Under different circumstances, I really wouldn't mind being here.

Ah, Tres? If you could, please stop by every couple of days and check on the kitten?

Shuuhei? If you need anything that I can help with, let me know. I was thinking about sending out daily emails to everyone, just to make sure things are kept up to speed. Let me know what you think, okay?


( Unhackable to those without mad skills//M² )

I.. I can;t,,

( zomg icly cut for emooo )

tthis.. I can't-- I can't do it, I can'tt..

Big plans today, big plans~. I got to see Tres-kun recently. I can't believe our birthday is so soon! I really must have lost track of time~. Tres, Tres! We'll have to do something really fun that day, okay? Maybe go to the range, or go play paintball, or something! Maybe laser tag! X3

And I get to have lunch with Kurosaki-kun today~! I can't wait, we have so much catching up to do~! And then tea with Orihime-chan tonight~! And once I get done with all of that, there will be even more fun fun fun~~~.

Ulquiorra~ Ul~qui~or~ra~~. You're all mine after nine P.M., okay~? I have plans~. You won't regret it, I promise!

Oh yeah~! Hana-san, let's have a lunch date soon, okay~? I miss talking to you! It seems like it's been forever! D:

And and and and~! Before I forget! Hideki-sannn~ what kind of cookies do you like best? I feel like baking~~.


♥

Tres?

We're going dancing.

'No' is not an acceptable answer.

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What a curious turn of events. What started out as a relatively calm night disintegrated into something less than such; only to be ended on quite the pleasant note. Pleasant, and curious, very very curious~. Perhaps I should endeavor to visit the cafe more often, one does run into interesting sorts. Always good, engaging in conversations that are actually worthwhile. And don't have to do, directly, with work.

I do have to wonder if that much sugar intake could be considered healthy. This will require some research, but at very least it'll give me something to do. --Even so, I don't think I've been that amused in quite some time.

Tres-kun, I haven't heard a peep from you in quite a while. Let me know you're well, please? You know how I tend to worry.

Now, to get a few things done that have needed to be done for a while. Hmm. I have to wonder how all of this is going to play out. In the end, I suppose only time and patience will tell.

Here's to hoping my desk doesn't become a pillow by early afternoon.

Oh wow.. I thought there was only supposed to be a little snow with some rain today.

Six to ten inches. I.. I want to go sledding tonight! Who's game? I promise, it'll be a blast~!!!

Heeeeee~! I'm so excited~! Last good snow of the season, and I'm SO taking advantage of it~! ♥

It looks like it's time to have some paperwork drawn up.

Things seem to have calmed down for the time being, I'm glad for that. Everything's going to be okay, I'm sure of it.

At least the kitchen looks a little more inviting now. The orchids really do open it up nicely. Thank you for your kindness, Mr. Kennedy.

Hnn. Now, to find something to do. Maybe.. I'll go out tonight.

Ideas, anyone?