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Break me in, teach us to cheat and to lie,

Cover up what shouldn't be shared

And the truth's unwinding, scraping away at my mind

Please stop asking me to describe


For one moment

I wish you'd hold your stage, with no feelings at all

Open minded, I'm sure I used to be so free


Self expressed, exhausting for all..

To see and to be
what you want and what
you need

The truth's unwinding,
scraping away at my mind

Please stop asking me to describe

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August 14th, 2012

Voicemail +_+

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< Electronic voice >

Hello, you have reached

Tohru's voice:
Tohru Honda~! Sorry, I can't take your call right now. I'm really sorry I missed it, because you call is very important to me. Please state your name and purpose after the beep.

To leave a message, press 5 now. Or just stay on the line.
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BEEP

November 28th, 2009

I've given up trying to make sense of men.

Eggnog can prove to make for entertaining situations.

That is all.

November 24th, 2009

Unhackable/Filtered to de Asturias and Naoya )


Almost a year, since I've felt like this. I'd almost forgotten what it was like. It's refreshing, in a way.

It's always interesting, when life is breathed back into a part of yourself that you thought was lost. I pray that it lasts long enough.

November 23rd, 2009

An interesting night out, to say the least. It's been a long time since I've seen the cafe so full of life. A nice change, indeed.

And always good to get a chance to speak with those I'll be working with. Mr. Tousen seems a very nice man, it'll be quite the honor to have him around the office. I'll have to look into how he takes his coffee or tea.

Ah, Tres. I would suggest looking into a new tuxedo in the very near future. This is very important~.

November 21st, 2009

Busy busy busy few weeks, sometimes I wonder if things will slow down at all~.

Not sure how to feel about some things, even less sure about others. Keeping busy helps, though~. I don't think I've been in the house for more than ten minutes the entire day. Bonus! I found a use for the barn at the edge of the property.

One (1) horse has been acquired. Beautiful animal, he is~. Very sweet, too. The ad in the paper said he needed a home with more space, and I simply couldn't say no~. He'll have to be renamed though, as the other was just plain distasteful.

.. That, and 'Horsie' simply will not do for an extended period of time. Names are always so difficult. if anyone has any suggestions, please say so~. ♥

In other news, sprinklers have been mistaken for the Holy Flood, an intercom was mistaken for the voice of God, and the word 'Fagulas' has been burned into my brain forevermore~. And! An espresso machine has been purchased~! It's really been far too long since I've had something for the sort at my disposal~.

Trashcan lids have many uses, as well.

Next on the agenda!

I need to purchase a puppy. Not just any puppy, but a magnificent beast of a dog~! If it is smaller than me, I'll be disappointed. I want the kind of animal that makes people second-guess coming down the driveway. Of course, this means there will have to be rigorous training. Oh yes, this will be nice~.

Maybe two of them, maybe. Possibly. yes. Two of them.

.. And a nice seawater fish tank with all kinds of colorful little pretties for the living-room. Yes yes~! It'll have to be up high though, so no kitties can get in it. Or at least free-standing~.

Kitties too. Might be wise to get those at the same time as the pups, so they don't try to end each-other. D: This will be looked into very, very soon.

Now, to go back out and play in the straw and dirt~. And then a shower, and then.. and then and then and then.. baking, yes! \o/ Great success~! ♥

November 2nd, 2009

He'll be okay. He will.

I still can't believe. Him, of all people. I never saw it coming.


You. I would suggest you do not trifle with me in the future. I warned you against your actions, and you still persisted. I will not tolerate such things.

Now I understand why he doesn't like people touching him.

It was nice seeing a familiar face after such a long time, at least. Kennedy, I'm glad that you're doing well. You'll have to pay me a visit from time to time, okay? I'd almost forgotten how much I enjoy your company.

.. How long has it been now? Two weeks? Three?

Wherever you are out there.. please be okay.

October 30th, 2009

sd,fhk fffffff

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I will wear what I want to wear when I want to wear it.

And if I want to go out to do something, I'll do it. I don't need your permission to do so, I'm a grown woman.

Hostage situation, that's what this is.

Stop trying to burn down the apartment.

October 20th, 2009

When Everything Else Is Gone

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Better than being alone
That will certainly leave a mark.. though, not as bad as I'd have expected.

I don't regret it, not in the least.



.. Tres. If you are not going to speak to me, I suggest you at least talk to your brother. He is family, after all. That is not something one should simply turn away from, no matter the circumstance.

I hope you're well.

Ah, it seems there are some things I need to tend to.

EDIT: Mission successful.

October 15th, 2009

For just a little while, I'd thought everything was going to be okay. It's always then that things go wrong, or that I mess up again. In the end, it really is all my fault.


.. He was right, I am a fool. No one has failed here, but me.

October 8th, 2009

Eventful and uneventful, all at once~.

Funeral flowers~~. Now now, you know better. I wouldn't die so easily~. Far too much to do yet~.

You should visit, you hermit. I recall saying something about you getting out of the house once in a while~. If I don't see you before I get out of here, expect a proper thwacking.

-- I think I might just be dangerous with a cane, hmm. And wheel-chair.

Ah.. hnn. I think they upped my dose, things are a little fuzzy. In a good way, a good way~.


I wonder if it'll snow then? I really hope so~. ♥ Really really~! Maybe.. maybe.. hmm hmm hmm.

October 6th, 2009

This is not how I planned to be spending my return to the city. At least I still have a functioning hand, even if it does make for rather slow typing.

Regardless, I would still like to be out of this place as quickly as humanly possible. I'm certain things will be quite complicated for a while, but that's simply something I'll have to cope with.

Doctors, thank you for all of your hard work, I'm sorry for being such trouble. How much longer am I to remain here, may I ask? I'd like to get back to work as quickly as possible.

As for the rest of you, I'm sorry for causing such worry. Everything is going to be fine now. Please stop losing sleep on my accord, I would hate for anything to happen to any of you. rest, and make sure you're eating properly and otherwise taking care of yourselves.

Troublesome, being stuck here like this. Hopefully it won't be much longer. Ah, I'm so tired of breaking promises.


Someday. Yes.. someday.


[OOC note: These are the first words out of the girl since her accident. A little disjointed, at best.]

September 12th, 2009

In Just Three Minutes

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Better than being alone
Hikari-san..

I realize it's been a long time, and I apologize. There is.. something I wish to seek your counsel over.


Edit: I should be happy, and yet .. it seems all I am is confused, and worried. I don't want to make any mistakes, I don't want to hurt anyone. But I will. There's no way around it. That was the last thing I wanted.

(Strikes hackable) I think.. I almost preferred being upset and lonely to this. At least I knew what to do and what to expect.

The Gala is tonight. Perhaps I'll make an appearance after I speak with Hikari-san. Or before.

September 8th, 2009

I don't think I like this one bit.

Sometimes it seems like everything changes without warning. No, I don't think I like it at all.

It doesn't matter, anyway.

Shuuhei.. I think I'll be taking a few days off. I'm sorry for the lack of warning.

September 5th, 2009

A Faint Glimmer Of Beyond

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Better than being alone
Haine, I would like a word with you. Please come by the apartment.


Bishop, I understand your birthday was a couple of days ago, I'm sorry this is a bit late. I hope your birthday was a cheerful one. Please let me know whenever you're free. I would like to have you over for dinner sometime soon. ♥

September 2nd, 2009

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August 31st, 2009

I Won't hold You Back Now

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Yamada Hanatarou, of all things holy! That is-- where did that even come from?! lakdhf;lsh;lkhlkdhfg


I believe he'd be the one to be asking, should you be so curious. And since I know nothing of what you're talking about in the first place. dskjfggggggkjsd



You people and your.. thinking. I can't even take a shower in peace!

August 28th, 2009

This is by far the strangest week I have experienced in longer than I can remember.

Haa.. and I don't even mind. In fact, I dare say I'm glad for it. Much more than I'd thought I would be.

Odd. I'm not used to this feeling.

August 18th, 2009

And You'll See What I Mean

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Zoro-kun, Zoro-kun~! I made you some cookies, okay?

I'll bring them by tomorrow~! n_n

August 14th, 2009

I have to wonder..

Am I doing this right?

Everything feels so different, this time around. I was so scared, but I think--
---No.
I know it's going to be okay, this time. I just have to keep believing it. Keep myself from doubting, from thinking those things.

This time, I don't mind that I was wrong.

I'm glad, I'm grateful for what I have, the people close to me-- these past months, all this time, I don't know what I would have done without you. All of you. --I wish there was some way I could repay all of you that have supported me and seen me through the hard times.

All I can say is thank you, and pray that it's enough.



Unhackable//Ulquiorra )

August 11th, 2009

OOC; ATTENTION PLZ

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HEY U GAIS~



SO YEAH. Grimm's club went ka-boom between midnight and one AM. He is not pleased in the least bit. c:

BUT! There were NO casualties, hurrah!


...hehopesyoualldie.
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